Rest In Peace, My Darling September 23, 2009
Posted by jessieloi in something personal.3 comments
Latest news.
My Love, thank you for all the great times.
Without you, my 53 albums on Facebook will not be possible.
This blog would be such a dull blog, with only words and more words.
I have never been very good with words. You allowed me to give a clearer picture to my readers about all the what’s-going-on in my life.
Sigh. Rest in peace.
I’ll miss you. =/
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Time to scout around for a new camera T_T Don’t feel like it.
My Love September 20, 2009
Posted by jessieloi in photos, rambles.6 comments
Do you remember this?
#1. One of the first few memories with you.
When I first met you, I felt euphoric. My heart beat so fast and I was lost for words. At that moment, I knew it was love at first sight. When I first held you in my arms, I knew that you and me, we were forever. I wanted to scream my love for you, lucky thing I restrained myself pretty well. 
Well, we had fun together. You were always there with me and for me. You were like that ray of light in my life.
#2.
Thank you for all the memories created. Whether it’s with family, friends or in university.
#3. LittleSis Loi and I - during Jo Yi's (my cousin) birthday.
#4. Clubbing in M.O.S
#5. Also in M.O.S but different time X)
#6. Pedu Reservoir - Limnology field trip
Without you, I don’t think I would have ever found the joy and satisfaction in photography. You had so much patience with me. You understood that I was very beginner-ish in this whole photography thing and you let me explore what I could do.
#7. Taken in Batu Ferringhi - May 2009
#8. Taken in Muka Head - May 2009
The results were always satisfactory. You being you, allowed me to push myself to do more.
#9. Taken in Muka Head at low tide - May 2009
Thank you for always being there to capture moments in my life, to help me document them so that I have something to look back on.
#10. Taken in USM during the flowering season (I like to call it spring)
When I went to Serena’s convocation with you, I thought about my convocation in 2011. In my thoughts, there you were, capturing that moment I have always been waiting for. Looks like I was just dreaming. You might not be able to make it till then. Sorry for being such a pessimist, but somehow deep down inside me I am pretty certain that you will not even be able to see the coming of 2010.
#11. Convo week in USM
But who am I to say such things? I am no fortune teller or a psychic. Whatever happens, I know you and I had loads of fun. Down to the very last day we had together =)
I will always remember that day. We were at Batu Ferringhi with Serena, Kris and Kok Hong. Oh my, all bloggers. Haha.
The weather was amazing that day. Though it did rain for 10 minutes, but after that the sun came out and we were having fun again =)
#12. My flower windmill =)
#13. Blue Blue Sky
#14. Amazing day!
#15. Rain clouds ahead
#16. After rain Joy.
#17.
#18.
#19.
Sigh, one thing though. Without you, I don’t know how am I supposed to send messages like these to my friends anymore.
#20. "Hie BFFs. <3 JLOI"
But I guess I will have to figure some way out =/
#21. "SKIT, JEALOUS?"
Oh, remember the wonderful sunset? Amazing wasn’t it. I think that that was the best sunset I have ever seen so far at Batu Ferringhi. I am glad you were there to witness such wonder with me.
#22. Amazing amazing sunset!
It is suddenly sinking in. Now that you’re not here, my world just turned so dull. The bright-coloured world that I used to see from eyes seems very dull now. It is as if the colours are being drained and washed away.
#23.
Sigh. My dear blue Canon Ixus 80 IS,
Please be ok. =/ I don’t think life is going to be the same without you. I love you.
#24. =(
Cheese Naan September 17, 2009
Posted by jessieloi in rambles.6 comments
This sem is not a good sem for me.
All I did yesterday was eat cheese naan! The damn cheese naan made me go to the toilet 5 times already ok!
T____________T Hate cheese naans.
I better recover today. I am NOT going home sick!
Hmm… September 11, 2009
Posted by jessieloi in go green.2 comments
I came upon this interesting fact when studying.
5th December 2005:
500 drums of toxic waste were dumped near a residential area and a golf course in Kelana Jaya.
The MB of S’gor gave the Kuala S’gor district 1 week to clear of the 500 drums. The district officers activitated the district natural disaster action comittee to tackle this problem.
They hired Kualiti Alam (M) Sdn Bhd, the sole operator dealing with scheduled waste. Kualiti Alam quoted:
RM 2 million for clearing the drums;
RM 2 million to repack;
RM 8 million for disposal at Bukit Nenas Scheduled waste treatment plant, the one and only fully equipped treatment plant in Malaysia.
Grand total: RM 12 million.
However!…
Under the EQA 1974, Section 34(b), (in short, under the law lah) illegal dumping carries a maximum fine of RM 500,000 or 5 years jail, or both.
We need better laws than this.
What Am I Doing? September 10, 2009
Posted by jessieloi in something personal.comments closed
Time is running out.
I know that.
Still, I have no idea what am I doing.
Never Assume, Judge or Use Your Head Too Much September 6, 2009
Posted by jessieloi in introspection, something personal.3 comments
Never assume and judge. If there is one thing I’ve learned again and again and again, it’s to never assume and judge.
I admit though, that at times I forget and I don’t think. I jump to conclusions just based on what I saw and then I judge. Most of the time, I misjudge.
It’s funny how humans think. We hate it when people judge us based on what they see or just what they hear. Yet, that is the exact thing that we do onto others.
If you insist on assuming and judging and think that you are right, be ready to admit that you might have been wrong.
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My friend asked me a question last night. A question I couldn’t answer.
Imagine one day, you have choice between a guy/girl that you really love and another guy/girl who you like and is your perfect ideal boyfriend/girlfriend. Who will you choose?
I find it very… disturbing that I couldn’t answer that. No matter how much I think about it, I always end up at a crossroad. A dilemma. It’s more disturbing when I realised that even with this question I am in a dilemma, what would I do when Iam facing this situation in real life? Will it be easier?
Some of you must be wondering why I am being so bothered by this question. It’s cause I cannot answer it. Most of the time, when someone asks me questions like this, I am very clear about the decision I will make. I can give a very sure answer.
I guess the reason why I couldn’t (and still can’t) give an answer is 1. I am not in the situation for real and 2. I tend to follow my head rather than my heart and with a question like this, my head cannot give me an answer.
No wonder I love the Disney Princess series. “Listen to your heart and follow it”. They make it look so easy. Maybe I should watch more cartoons. The Princess and the Frog anyone?
A Little Update August 27, 2009
Posted by jessieloi in rambles, university.5 comments
Yes, I know. I have been missing yet again.
Me, messing from this blog is sort of a good thing, cause that means I am super busy.
Last week, I attended an event called Global Village (see the poster of previous post hehe) and it was AWESOME. Yeah, no pictures yet but if you have my FB you can check the photos out there =)
Tomorrow will be AIESEC in USM’s Local Leadership Development Seminar (LLDS) and I am super excited. I still am not prepared for the conference though, yikes!
Next week, I will be having 3 tests, 2 reports to pass up (wait I think it’s 3, I better check) and a presentation the following week.
Yes, this is the life of Jessica Loi the dimpled university girl. Do you want to be in my shoes?
Despite all this, I am still having loads of great time. =D
Till next time. Please keep coming back for pictures. I have ssoooooo many pictures to show you guys!
Till then, Auf Wiedersehen!
Global Village, International Congress 2009, Malaysia August 21, 2009
Posted by jessieloi in AIESEC.add a comment
Hello. I am home. Back in Subang Jaya for the weekend. =)
Reason: BigSis Loi and Alex are back too and tomorrow is the Global Village which I am super excited about =D
To those who are gonna be there, see you there =)
The Bookworm Side of Me August 18, 2009
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Today, Serena brought me to a secondhand bookstore in Chow Rasta Market. I have been to a few secondhand bookstore but never before to one like this.
When we approached the bookstore, I (literally) could smell the books from a distance. The smell of old books, all together in one store – amazing.
Then I realised I cannot remember when was the last time I really sat down and read a book. I really can’t. Going to that bookstore made me miss reading so so much.
A glimpse of the bookstore. This is only part of the collection.
To bookworms like me, this is how Heaven should look like.
Thanks Serena for reminding me how much I love books =)
Amusing Experience August 17, 2009
Posted by jessieloi in AIESEC.2 comments
Have you ever had the experience of waiting for someone, but all you know about that person is his name and time of flight.
No picture, no flight details (except time arrival), no idea where he is arriving from.
Well, I have been in an even more amusing situation.
I was at the airport, standing in front of the arrival gate with 2 other friends. Waiting for an AIESEC intern. The only details we have is that the intern was a Japanese girl and is arriving at 10:45pm.
There were no flights arriving at 10:45pm and we were confused with this intern’s gender. Cause you see, the intern’s name is Yasuhiro Kanda and though I am not familiar with Japanese names, this sounds like a guy to me.
To make things worse, we did not know where is he gonna transit. Most of the time you transit in KL. But the KL flight arrived earlier and there were no signs of any lost Japanese girl around. So we waited not knowing which flight he took.
We were waiting around and looking for a Japanese girl. Until this small-sized Japanese guy walked up to us to say Hello. It was Yasuhiro Kanda =.= So we were right. Yasuhiro Kanda is a guy after all. After waiting and expecting a girl, we were actually supposed to pick up a guy Hahahah!
I am still laughing about it till now.
So after picking up Yasuhiro, we sent him to the Intern’s House where all our interns stay in. When we brought him there, he was shown where he was gonna sleep and shown around the apartment.
Then all the interns gathered at the hall to chat. It was a really great sight =)
Imagine this. 5 people sitting in a circle. There was Emily and Vincent from China, Anna from Poland, Jan from the Netherlands and Yasuhiro from Japan. 5 people from 4 different countries sitting together talking. Emily, Vincent and Yasuhiro were talking to Anna and Jan about Japanese anime and Vincent was telling them about the Monkey God, Doraemon etc. Amazing really.
I was imagining how it would be like if I got the chance to go for an exchange to another country, live in a house full of interns from other countries and work with them.
Must be amazing. Hopefully I have a chance to experience that too =)
