Happy-ness December 18, 2009
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We live in such a beautiful world. Life is amazing, is it not? =)
Today, I woke up feeling so happy. Like everything was right in this world. Honestly, I don’t know who or what is the source of this joy I feel but I guess it doesn’t matter. I am happy and that is what matters. =)
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December 13, 2009
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I feel like I have so much to blog about, but for some reason I can’t seem to write anything. I cannot seem to put my thoughts and feelings into words right now.
Maybe later. Time will fix things I’m sure.
Anyhow, just so you guys know I am back home already (in Subang Jaya) from an 8 day long conference in UUM, Kedah. It was amazing, inspiring, fun and one of the best conference I have been to thus far. I am not filtering photos from the pass 8 days and uploading them into Facebook.
I have Salon Pas on my arms and back because I am suffering from muscle aches T_T I am unfit. Just 3 rounds of tug-of-war and this is what happens.
My mum just commented that I fat. That makes it twice in 2 days. Not a good sign.
I am feeling sleep already even though it’s just 11:40 pm.
I’ll write about the conference soon. Once my writer’s block disease clears x)
Goodnight everyone!
Being in AIESEC Conferences December 5, 2009
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The reason why I love AIESEC Conferences:
I get to see people get out of their comfort zone and eventually feel absolutely comfortable in an area they have never dared venture before. What more, they have fun doing it =)
Note: I am currently in Universiti Utara Malaysia (UUM), Kedah attending an AIESEC National conference we call MyLDS (Malaysia Leadership Development Seminar). Today is the 2nd (and last day) of pre-MyLDS. Tomorrow will be the 1st day of the 6-days-long conference. I am excited with what is gonna happen =)
- November 30, 2009
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I’ve never liked this feeling.
The feeling when you are the odd one out. When everyone is doing it, except you.
No. I don’t feel un-cool. That’s not it. I don’t strive to be cool. I don’t care if I am cool or not.
I guess. I guess I just want to belong.
Who am I kidding though. I don’t have to do what everyone does just to belong. I know that very well.
It must be just one of those days.
Meet Coco November 29, 2009
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If you have been reading my blog, following my Twitter, are a friend on Facebook and on my MSN/GTalk/Skype list, then you might realise that I have gone missing for 6 days from the virtual world. 6 days is an achievement.
You won’t be seeing my online so often the next few days too. What more when I leave for Universiti Utara Malaysia on the 4th to attend an AIESEC conference. Will be away for 8 days.
Oh well, let me entertain you with some pictures!
Everyone, meet Coco =)
Oh wait, did I mention that my 2 BFFs are back =) Yes they are.
Anyway, Coco is Shawn’s new dog. A 3-months old toy poodle that barks so cutely!
Actually, everything about her is adorable! She’s so small you can lift her easily, her fur is so soft and she smells good hehe.
Oh my gosh, you should see her when she runs! He butt jiggles from left to right. SO CUTE I TELL YOU!
I also want one!
Short Stories about Alexander November 14, 2009
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It seems like it has been a long long time since I mentioned my darling nephew, Alex here in my blog. I’ve been talking about him so much I think my friends are sick and tired of listening to me, so let me tell you guys amusing things about him (well, at least amusing to me).
Alex will turn 2 in 2 months. So fast right!!? Now he can walk, run, jump (not so yet) and talk.
Oh my is he talkative. The only time he does not say anything is when he is tired and when he has food in his mouth. Even when you think he has nothing else to say, he still talks. Like one time in the car, I was talking to him, asking him questions as he answered. Then I ran out of things to ask so I stopped. Awhile later, he started telling me about his new sandals. Sometimes he will mutter gibberish and nobody will have any idea what he is saying. Hahaha so cute!
Oh, naughtiness level on a scale of 1-10… he gets an 11. Ok maybe 12, the extra point for his cheekiness and cunning ways.
Story 1:
MummyLoi was telling me this when I was back. She said one night she was trying to get Alex to sleep. So they were in the room lying down on the mattress. Alex sleeps on a mattress on the floor (he is too big for baby cots and we are afraid he might roll down the bed). My mum was lying down next to him. Suddenly, he told my mum to go sleep on the bed. When my mum said it’s ok, she can sleep next to him on the mattress, he insisted! My mum thought he just did not want her sleeping on the floor when there is a bed. My mum obliged and moved to the bed. So, my mum was on the bed ma, and Alex on the mattress lying down trying to sleep (or so she thought). My mum dozed off when she was waiting for Alex to sleep. Do you know what Alex did?! He realised that my mum was asleep, he tried to SNEAK OUT of the room!!! So cunning right!!?
Did he manage to sneak out? Well, my mum woke up when Alex reached the door. MummyLoi immediately shouted at him and he ran back to his mattress, hugged his Piglet and closed his eyes Hahahahahaha!
Story 2:
In our hall, we have a coffee table that is kinda low. Alex is able to reach anything we put on the table. MummyLoi, at that time just made coffee, and she put it on the table in a corner while she sat on the couch (next to the table) reading. BigSis Loi, SmallSis Loi, Bro-In-Law and I were at the dining table eating. Alex saw the cup and was curious, so he walked to the table and grabbed the cup. My mum immediately took it from him, put it back in the corner and told that it’s coffee – something he CANNOT drink. Ah, the magic word. What we tell him NOT to do will make him curious. Human nature LOL. Around 5 minutes later, BigSis Loi and Bro-In-Law were doing something in the kitchen and my mum went in to help them. DaddyLoi was in the room, SmallSis Loi and I were looking at whatever the 3 people were doing in the kitchen. Alex, who was standing in the kitchen noticed that everyone was absorbed with the going-ons in the kitchen. Can you guess what he did?
He, very quickly, ran back to the coffee table. SmallSis Loi and I heard a sound, something like “ting ting ting”, you know when you knock your spoon on a plate or something so we turned. When we did we saw Alex, taking the teaspoon out of the coffee cup and putting it into his mouth. He just drank a whole spoonful of coffee! SmallSis Loi and I immediately screamed “ALEXANDER!” (which is something we always do when he does something forbidden hahaha). He dropped the spoon back into the cup, ran from the table and laughed. He LAUGHED! OMG his cheeky laugh. I started laughing too. Hahahaha. I know I shouldn’t. I should be stern and whatever but I cannot help it!
After that I asked him how did the coffee taste like. He said “Nice!” (with a very cheeky grin) HAHAHA! SO CUTE!
Story 3:
Alex doesn’t have many toys. Well he does actually, many of them given by relatives but he doesn’t really play with them. He always prefers to play with things that are not supposed to be toys. The only thing he actually plays with is his motorbike (tricycle).
For example, he plays with DaddyLoi’s guitar stand. Using it as a pretend scooter.
Or another example where he uses this chair’s base, as a steering wheel.

Like so.
He loves cars, so he plays with my small Mini Cooper model that Kai Tzin gave to me. Unfortunately, one day, I received a call from home. On the phone was SmallSis Loi saying, “Alex come here! Tell Di-Yee (me) what happen to her car.” Oh-uh. Sorry Kai Tzin. I have not seen the car, but according to Alex, the roof of the car came off. Don’t ask me how. >.<
Story 4:
Although Alex is just almost-2, he actually knows how to be shy Hahahah! I find this VERY amusing! When we want to change his diapers, he refuses to change in the hall if there are strangers around. LOL. He will only change his diapers in the room.
He wears those pants-like-diapers. You know the ones where you just need to slip on like a pants. So once, my dad wanted to change his diapers. When my dad wanted to pull down his pants Alex actually hold on to his pants! My dad was wondering what was wrong lah. My dad even told Alex that he just wants to change his diapers but Noooo, Alex refused. Alex even made this fake crying sound in protest every time my dad wants to take off his pants. Alex’s vocab is not so wide so I guess he didn’t know how to tell my dad that he was shy Hahaha. My dad eventually realised what the problem was, so he asked Alex if he wanted to go to the room to change. Immediately Alex nodded and said Yes and ran into the room. LOL! x)
Story 5:
This is the latest. I received an email from MummyLoi. Attached was a video. Watch it =)
So cute I tell you! At 1-year-10-months-old he can use recite the ABCs already!
*Proud aunty mode off*
Back to studying. 3 more papers! =)
Finals! November 9, 2009
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Hey everyone,
Today marks the start of a very scary week for me.
Today is my very first paper of my finals this semester. This week, I have 4 papers altogether to take. Which means a whole week of sleepless nights.
Part of me is extremely nervous to the point where every freaking minute I am thinking if I have done enough for my finals. I can tell you, the answer is no. I have never felt this unprepared for my finals before, in my entire 15 years of schooling life.
Yet, part of me is excited. I don’t know why. Maybe it’s because starting my first paper means I am a step closer to the last one. Maybe it’s because it means I am going home soon; the semester break is coming. I don’t know. I am just excited. =)
On twitter, Paulo Coelho wrote “When you want something, all the universe conspires to help you” and then later he wrote “The whole universe helps when you want something. It does not select positive or negative thoughts. Be careful.”
So, I am going to end this post by saying,
PLEASE MR./MISS/MRS. UNIVERSE. I WANT TO REMEMBER WHAT I NEED TO REMEMBER FOR MY FINAL EXAMS THANKYOUVERYMUCHYOUKNOWILOVEYOU!
Things Happen For A Reason November 6, 2009
Posted by jessieloi in introspection, something personal.3 comments
Things happen for a reason.
Every gust of wind, every leaf that falls from a tree, every time your shoe lace comes untied, every person you smile at or just pass by – it all happens for a reason. Some times, the effect of these happenings are too small or too insignificant for us to realise.
Last night, I opened my Gmail inbox, out of habit. I have this very OCD-ish habit, where I MUST check my email all the time, and I leave my Gmail window open as long as I am online.
Anyway, point is I opened my Gmail and I saw an email. It was the first email I noticed among a bunch of unread emails. I think it’s because of its cute title =)
This email could have come at any time, but it didn’t. It came last night.
You see, I had a decision to make. It isn’t some big important decision that will affect the whole world or the people around me, but the decision I make is very important to me.
Like I said, things happen for a reason. =)
I can’t say that I am very certain with my decision or I have fully made up my mind, but the email did help.
=)
My New Love November 4, 2009
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If you’ve been reading my blog, you’d know that my love has always been my Canon Ixus 80is.
Then you would also know that 2 months ago, my dear love “died”. Sigh. What a tragic event that was.
[Read My Love and Rest In Peace, My Darling]
Since then, I have been using a really old camera, a Sony T1, as a rebound. If you would have noticed, I haven’t been posting pictures because I am not really comfortable using the Sony camera and I don’t really like the pictures that I take with it.
But! Now not any more =) I have a new love.



A Canon Ixus 100is. It’s actually the exact same one as SmallSis Loi’s but her’s is red.
I am super happy cause now I can start taking pictures again!
Look forward to the pictures =)
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